I so often wish I could just walk away
Everyone thinks I’d be better off
Some how I’m starting to believe them
That doesn’t mean it’s what I want
What I want is something u are incapable of its not your fault
I need so much more than u were ever taught

Baby I love u I’m just too fucked up to call

// There’s a lot I’ve learned //

There’s a lot to be said of us coming undone
We’re back to where we’ve started
And I’m here all vulnerable
Waiting for u to stop being so mad
Ur dislike for everyone and everything makes a bitter taste in my mouth
Ur cynical and bored
And I’m too bold and too young
To be trapped beneath ur lil man syndrome

// The tension in the room //

My throat tightens
That all too familiar fright
The thoughts of not again
Not now. Not this time
U panic a bit
But it’s too late now
The tears stream down ur face
The ones that cared before him
Are left broke hearted
He sits there and smirks
Turns up the volume
He can’t bare to listen to the whimpers
It’s so hard to love you
When at the end of the day
U think
Ur so much better than me

// Dump truck //

Dear mr man emptying the dumpster behind my apartment u have mistakenly winked and smiled at me. I came out here to give you mean looks for waking me up I am not here for u to think otherwise but I guess you would know better if u had a high school diploma